Jolin Tsai - Wo De Yi Lai ( The One I Depend on)
Monday, June 8, 2009
Fight the Blues and Clear the doubts!
Jolin Tsai - Wo De Yi Lai ( The One I Depend on)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Direction?! What's Next?!
One year had passed.
Today, last year, I officially declared ORD.
Time flies, my things had changed, apart from look, and size as shown below. But overall, the thinking and through the things that happened, in work, study, and people around me.
Another week had gone, thankfully, cos I was rather emo (emotionally troubled). My friends was pretty worried for me, especially my comments made in Facebook was noted with worried from lots of friends around me especially Ah Wang, Kel, Kai Boon, Xiu Ling, Xian Hui and Albert...etc
Thanks Ah Wang,
For the meet up on Friday night with Ah Wang ( Though some of your words are direct, but it is ok, cos almost all Cancerous are direct but truly to friends, that is why, we are truly to people in our ways, we simply dislike lies)
Thanks Kel,
I guess, U must have a great nite watching Jolin Tsai, Butterfly showcase @ Max Pavilion and the great dinner that u thought of treating me, and in the end, it was my treat! haha:D
Whatever you gone through, it is a test of our abilities of how we handle people and the things in our life!
Thanks Kai Boon, Xiu Ling, Xian Hui and Albert
Especially Kai Boon and Xiu Ling for staying behind till late 2am to listen to all the emo stuff that happened...Thanks!
I am recovering, hopefully:D
I feel that in this one year, there were a lot of opportunity wasted. Yet in return, through the obstacles that I had gone through, it just make me a better, stronger person and knowing the direction I am heading towards in the coming few years and adding to my contact list more best friend becos of my characteristics traits!
I was amazed that one of my best friends in Secondary School, Xian Hui, had found the picture (Below) that we took before I enlist for Army.
It is a evidence to people around me especially new friends whom don't believe that I am someone who used to weigh 110 kg!!
It is a fact!

The old Jeff in 2006 with my group of Secondary school friends
In the picture (Me, Albert, Xian Hui, Xiu Ling, Kai Boon)

The New Jeff 2009
In the picture (Xian Hui, Xiu Ling, Kai Boon, Albert, Me)
Jolin Butterfly Concert @ Max Pavilion
On Thursday, I was selected to be one of the lucky VIP to win the Jolin Tsai showcase with surprise during last week ( emo) period, this was one events that I had attended which gave me a new changes and view of seeing the hard work and effort you had placed will bring about loads of support from people around you!
Jing Zhang Yun Jing
Black Dress Album
The title is Ren huo Zen Yang.
Featuring Eason Chen as the taxi driver in his MV, he was thinking of the different days, months and the years he wasted in his life when he was young and many changes wasted as he had used his time on stuff that he feel he should not be spending on, which he feel lost, and depressed of his life as a taxi driver, as he feel, he had been wasting half of his life on unncessary stuff which he should not...
The MV was a awake up call for me to know my direction and don't waste time on people who do not see your talent and things, or people not worth spending on if not, it will be like Eason Chen, looking lost after 20, 30 years of his life...
Ran Huo Zhen Yang MV
Monday, May 25, 2009
The fond and ugly memories
4.50am, Tuesday, 26/05/09, Windy
Sometimes, we should slow down our pace to enjoy every moments of life to reflect to all stuff as we only live once!

Sunday, May 17, 2009
One more week
It's another raining day.
It seems that whenever I wanna go for swim or doing my self-study @ SIM or Ngee Ann, it will be raining cats and dogs, and while I am back @ work, it will be a hot and sunny day.
I am someone who loves sunny day. Maybe because of the fact that gloomy and rainy day creates a disappointing atmosphere so I began to 'dislike' such weather.
This year, seems to be having lots of changes happening, a mix of emotions, things to celebrate about and things to be troubled...
Used to be troubling about, unable to perform up to my own expectation and somehow, I am on-leave for my exam, thus I will definitely be worried if I can pick myself and the pact of the work.
@ SIM Uni. (2.22pm - 18/05/09)
I just arrived at school, Ngee Ann Poly, the usual study area was packed with people. I walked all the way to SIM, hoping to find a place, a quiet place to study.
A hungry man is a angry man...
It is true, after lunch, feeling refresh yet hopefully, this is the effect towards 11pm...
Cos it will be another late night at school...


My Poly mates and Friends and their loved ones...
Sherline and another whom dislike to be mention, I shall name her Ms L met up one week later after Sister marriage. She looked fresh and had been resting well for the entire week.
Our lunch @ Sakae Sushi was like a gossip and update session with the two ladies. Yet, this year, both my "sis" are married..For me, still single, but it is a privilege.
Wish them a happy marriage...
My best "Sister"

Desmond and Winnie
The met up @ Jurong point New York New York was planned quite some time ago, I was shocked to see Des appeared online but instead, it was Winnie who was chatting with me. Winnie and I were coordinating our efforts to celebrate for Da Xiong 's birthday.
The model husband and wife in the group, always have their ways to make each other happy, I guess, because both are willing to accept and compromise differences in life which make them such a happily, married couple.

The Birthday "boy"..."Man"..."Uncle"..."old man"?

The single and handsome Jeff...haha!

My order, the best meal for the week!

Ru Xue Rui (kai Bu Kai Ai Wo)
可不可以爱我 (卢学睿)
Xie An Qi, Kay Tse ( sound like Cathay...Oops!)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Exams ahead
It was raining heavily while making my way to school. Today is the start of my first paper, feeling sort of relax yet tense, as this is my first paper. Thus more or less, I will be more focus to do well. However, the other 3 papers are more worried, especially Business, government, and society and Management as this are two modules, which are very difficult concepts which I feel, lots of time had to be placed in self-study.
For Management, either I did not place in lots of efforts or the tutor 's problem of not able to grab my focus and interest, while if this course is taught by Dr Kanjula, things will be different.
Though, it was declared as the exam week, and I was pleased that my company was able to allow me to take unpaid leave for my exams. And I guess, the best way to reward myself and make sure, such leaves are not wasted, is by doing well for the next 3 papers and all the papers.
On Saturday(12/05/09)
I attended one of my best poly friends wedding dinner on Saturday.
Sherline and Dennis wedding day, an important day that marks the change of status and the day they officially declared husband and wife.
Though knowing that they are getting married, I was delighted for them within me. Yet, I feel that since Sis had found the right person, as his best friend and "sister" or "brother", I should be there for the wedding, though there are other reason not to attend apart from exam and busy schedule, however, I make the move and green light to attend this reunion dinner more than a wedding to me.
Though there are many doubts of sister choice of marriage, yet as her best friend, the one and only thing is to give her my blessing and wish her a happy and smooth journey ahead.
This are the two photos that we took on Saturday. 2 classmates whom I had not met for years had appeared in sis 's wedding.
Meimei and De hua was there.
Despite, there are some stuff that occurred during the wedding, delays, some comments etc.
Yet at the end of the day, we can pleased no one, so whether or not, you enjoy the day, it is up to individual and to the couples whom might hear some stuff that day, I feel that such comments should just be comments who people make to create curiosity.
I feel pretty impressive and delighted for the couple especially, Dennis used music to warm the Sis's heart whom she might be tired after a long day
Music Review
Charlene Choi (Ah Sa) from Twins had recently released a canto album.
There is this song 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8okqImP6Png
Another song which had been one of my favourite songs is by Raymond Lam from TVB and Vincy Yung
The title of the song is After Tomorrow.
This song is about a friend, who likes each other, but did not express their love. And in the end, they are just friends, in this song, Raymond Lam giving his best friend, his best wishes as the girl choose another guy.
Though in life, you may like the person, yet, not having to be together might be even the best choice for both, as seeing someone is able to receive love and concern from the other party is better than seeing both remaining single as she is under the care and love of someone else who can promise a future for your friend or the person you used to love.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Find a reason to smile :D
Recently the amount of sleep I had lessened as I am now preparing for my exam while in the day, I got to work thus I got to spread my 100% strength and energy on both areas which is a mental and physical challenge for me.
I can't believe that even in my dream, I was thinking how to type out the emails @ work, when sharing with one of my colleague, G, he was laughing all the way till the bus reached Jurong Point.
24 th May is my last day for exam, hope it will come quickly.
The road of freedom~
Hope I can do well for my exam...
Well, this year seems to be a year of changes, with friends, getting married in 2009 concluding their BGR relationship to a new leap which shocks me...but I will not do SUCH moves especially when a bright future is awaiting in 2 to 3 years time..
Two of my friends, S and L are getting married, however, I gained two new friends @ work, J and S as well as other colin's friends who might seen different yet there are nice people after all.
Well, for friends whom had made decision to get married, congrats.
The road to freedom is in my hands so I will not let anyone to grab them unless I found the right person.
Staying at home
Surfing the net and sleeping are the main activities @ home. Recently, to keep myself smiling, I had been listening and youtube-ing on MVs and some comedy videos.
The below youtube picture is an indian lady who sang twinkle twinkle little star in different versions.
If you find hard to smile, or no reason to smile due to stress, hope this link do help you to smile for a while...
Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmdAF4ihedM
Day
This week is a long weekend though I got to work on saturday but I guess, the thursday and friday did replenish the amount of rest I needed.
This is one of the picture I took while leaving my home to buy dinner. Real amazed that such beautiful sunset can be seen.
Nite
Marina is one of the place I really like. The singapore flyer is always the best view seen with ECP and the CBD area which I just to work...or everyone rush to work, at nite, it can be a place with silent and calmness.
Dinner @ Jack Place
I can't remember when was the last time I visited Jack place for dinner, maybe N years ago, keong and his galfren, desmond, yuan, kah leng, colin and I were having dinner @ Jack place, Heeren.
Dinner is simply delicious yet it makes the journey to lose weight after meal more difficult.
Mushroom soup, the starter and my favourite!
Brownie and strawberry ice cream for desseerts...
I deserve a good treat!






























